Sunday, October 17, 2021
나 자신에게 보내는 편지
Friday, January 29, 2021
I love you too and more
Scarying all the numbers away as she scrutinized every detail of it
She was so lost in her train of thoughts
She never imagine ended up with him
As she never seen him more than friends
Denying every love existed in their friendship
She never imagine how lucky she would be
Actually started to open up her heart
For a person she used to avoid in her past
She never imagine how lucky she was
Accepting his love as he was
Openly accepting the fact that she was denying her heart for most parts
Stupidly believing that long distance would work (oh, it does anyway)
She still never imagine how truly lucky she is
As their infatuation grows each day
As the bitter parts make the heart grow fonder
Complementing the sweet parts like a little susurrations of pleasure
Like a wine that ages well
The hours flew by without notice
Angrily, she turned him down
Thinking he would forget the special day
However, he truly was a work of wonder
His words were like a cold wind on a summer night
Soothing her mind as tears fell down her face
Who is she to deserve such happiness in her life
She circled the calendar with a smile on her face and said,
"Two years and counting"
Tuesday, January 1, 2019
2018, thank you
I had to go through several phases of breaking down
Failures
Feeling not good enough
Unwanted
Did not meet some expectations
Over and over
Might as well say that 2018 was not my forté
But then again, 2018 has taught me a lot of things
Things I never planned to learn
Things I never thought I would need
Friendship
Wisdom
Patience
Knowledge
Experiences
To sum it up, 2018 - personified - would probably said, "Hey Yuan, I know I gave you a lot of hard times, but it is for your own good. It will make you strong, patient, and gritty. You will need it some time in the future. Now I will pass the responsibility to 2019 and I hope 2019 will take it well. You've done great. Keep doing that, ok? I believe in you. Just have faith and walk with a light heart. May your paths be eased and I wish you tons of luck!"
So here I am. At the beginning of 2019 and ready to face whatever God throws me into. Because I'm sure He will provide. He will walk with me and lead the way.
Happy new year to me and you! Wishing you will achieve many greater things ahead. May you gain the strength to be strong!
Friday, December 28, 2018
lean on me too
"What did you learn the hard way until now?"
I believe most people would say,
"You can't rely on anyone but yourself"
"In the end, you only have yourself"
"You are your own hero"
I was like that too in the past, until someone said this to me,
"You can't walk alone. And neither am I. We need each other. If you can do it all by yourself, that's great. But isn't it much better if you can do it not by yourself?"
That words made me realize.
Wouldn't it be better if you have someone you can trust, someone you can rely on, without feeling like you are burdening them?
Wouldn't it be better knowing at the end of your horrible day, you can turn to someone, you can share what you've been through that day?
Wouldn't it be better to have someone by your side? Knowing you will always have a shoulder to cry on, a pair of ears to listen to all your rants and stories, and a hand to hold you when you feel it's been too much?
My advice for you is, please rely on someone. Even when you feel you can withstand it. Even when you feel you're strong enough.
Please be indebted to someone. Please let someone know what you've been through until now. Please let someone know you're not okay and you can't stand it anymore. Please let someone hold you when you feel like breaking apart.
And please, don't let yourself walk alone on that lonely road.
In life, sometimes you become indebted to others or you inconvenience others. It happens. Everyone lives like that. Don’t suffer too much on your own.
Because in the end, what helps you overcome obstacles isn’t brains, but someone who will take your hand and never let you go.
Tuesday, July 24, 2018
Wednesday, July 18, 2018
Maturing my way out of life
Guess who's back!
I'm sure there's no audience waiting for my update on this site, but yeah I'll act like it
........just in case someone is looking at my twitter account and find this site
I went through all of my old posts, only to realize that I've been soooo mature and wise for someone with the age of sixteen-ish. But really, I'm so damn proud of you, my old self (this is where I give myself a pat on the back).
I'm nearing my 20 now, and wOw, time surely feels like it's flying at high speed.
I'm in the beginning of my 3rd year in university. The best advice I can give is: do enjoy your time with uni life. It is once in a lifetime, yes, and it would be such a waste if you take it for granted. Go outside of your comfort zone, as they always say. But this one's true. Nothing can be any truer. Uni life gives your life a very different perspective. It teaches you to stand strong on your own. It teaches you to be considerate of other people. It teaches you to always be present wherever and whenever you are. It teaches you that failure is just one step closer to success. It teaches you to be fearless. Basically, it teaches you literally anything you want to learn. So please don't just sit in your room after class has ended. Go mingle, find some adventure, and spread your wings, little bird!
You know what, being 20 actually scares me. 20 is a big number. This is where you actually start to be an adult, with real responsibility waiting ahead. This is the age when you start to think about the future. Your future. What will you do when you graduate from university, where will you work, what do you want to be in the future, will you find the right one for you, when will you plan on getting married, et cetera et cetera. All of these thoughts has been on my mind for a couple of weeks. I try not to think about it, but well, what can I do if I'm not going to think about it?
But maybe I don't have to think about it, not now at least. Maybe the best way to fight these thoughts is to just go with whatever life throws at you and figure everything out on the way. Isn't this so much easier to do? (no actually you still need a game plan just in case something unexpected happens).
I was laying on my bed this morning, scrolling through my phone reading some kindness story on steller. It made me want to share my own, so here it is.
Not too long ago, I went to the airport to pick my mom up with my father and sisters. My father asked me to go to the ATM with him because he needed to withdraw some money in my card. So I went with him.
I walked behind a guy who brought a big suitcase with him. The guy happened to go to the ATM too. I saw him struggling to open the door in front of me, so I did the only thing I could think of. I opened the door for him. He seemed startled by this and said thank you to me. I replied you're welcome with a small smile, mainly because I also was startled because of my act lol. I realized this is the kind of kindness story people used to share. And I actually did it!
Shortly, I was happy I could help that guy even if it's just opening the door for him.
Now my question is,
will you help me to spread kindness to others?
Tuesday, September 27, 2016
Yang menyimpan segenggam kisah pahit dan tangis
Di antara hujatan dunia yang bengis
Percayalah pada rentetan syair yang dengan cinta ditulis
Dunia mungkin tak seindah sastra
Tak sedamai maya
Dunia mungkin memberi banyak luka
dan sandiwara yang tak pernah sempurna
Tapi, Nak
Selalu ada alasan mengapa kita jatuh dan kalah
Selalu ada alasan mengapa hati harus menyerah
Karena pilihan yang dunia berikan tak pernah salah
Kamu tak perlu ragu
Ataupun merunduk malu
Kamu hanya perlu tau
Bahwa kamu lebih dari pantas untuk bertahan dan dipertahankan
Bahwa kamu lebih dari pantas untuk berjuang dan diperjuangkan
Karena baik kamu sadar atau abaikan...
Dunia membutuhkanmu lebih dari yang kau fikirkan
-KLA-
Surakarta, 7 September 2015
Monday, June 27, 2016
Wishful Thinking
Does it ever occur to you when you look at someone
Sit there and drown in their own way of thinking
Probably contemplating about life and such
When you look in their eyes, you could see the light seems so dim
And you wish, in that exact time, that you could fix that and replace it with something else
Promising them that everything will be alright
Because you know, and really hope you're right about one thing
That tomorrow's promises remain to be more beautiful
Than yesterday's shadows
Sunday, June 26, 2016
Took me long enough
Isn't it silly how I found myself re-reading my blog posts again? I don't think that I was that person who wrote it all. Yes, back then I really love reading and writing -not that it had stopped-. I even wrote a story on wattpad and found myself amused of my writing, but sadly I didn't continue the story. Not even publishing it. I just keep that little things about writing and stuff to myself. I am surprised, really.
After debating long enough, I decided to write again. If I have time too, of course. And maybe share some of it in here just like what I have done a couple of minutes ago.
Writing and reading help me so much to keep myself up. These two things help me pouring all my emotions out into some sentences. I can't help that my writing isn't that good, but you'll see a part of me through it and I think that is a good thing. To know more about me (I'm referring this sentence to myself).
Unfortunately, and as far as I know, I'm not the person who is good at showing emotions through actions, talks, and gestures. I hardly move when everyone is busy running. And I don't easily say what is going on in my mind. I simply just keep it all to myself until I'm full of it and reluctantly start asking someone for help. But writing; it saves me from drowning in the deep of my mind and helps me find the surface again.
And when I already wrote it, trust me I meant it and I sincerely meant it since I couldnot find my voice to utter the words.
Saturday, June 25, 2016
no regret
Do you still remember
When everything started
It seems like
The best that we ever had
Do you still remember
All the sleepless nights we had
Thinking tomorrow is just another good day
Do you still remember
The goodnights and goodmornings
Slowly gave an effect to us
Thinking that this
Was the right thing to do
But what I remember
The most was
When it all
ended
And it feels so good
When I try to remember it all again
As I say to myself
You have made the right decision
Thursday, May 12, 2016
New Beginning
Hello folks! It's been a long time since I checked my own blog.
Today I finally finished my studies at my high school, and today too, I graduated! Well, a part of me still couldn't believe it has been three years since I studied there. A part of me too, kinda bit sad to leave such a beautiful memories in my high school years. They say that high school is where the beautiful memories exists and you surely want to go back in time to enjoy those memories. I must say that I agreed to this statement, but I don't wanna go back again ㅋㅋㅋ let bygones be bygones, people!
Some may happy, some may sad. Me? I'm absolutely happy. Not because I will leave those school, but because I have created some memories with my friends. And those memories.... could bring you somewhere in the future. Trust me.
Many says we, high schoolers, still a bit immature about how we think and act. You may fall, crumble, and cry now, you may say bad things, you may act careless, and you may not be the person you wanted to be right now. But remember what other says, it could give you power and like Kelly Clarkson says, "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger". I know, in the end, we can be the people who we wanted to be, we could be the one who makes a great change in the future, and we could be someone that could inspire people out there. And don't forget to put your faith ahead of you.
And now is the time to make some changes. Start from ourselves.
When you feel like giving up, look back at how far you've come. Be strong. Stay on your path. And never stop going ☺
Monday, October 13, 2014
Enam Belas
Saturday, August 3, 2013
Bad News, Good News...
Anyway, I have two types of news here... Which one do you prefer? I guess the good one, doesn't it? Hmm.. well maybe the bad first. Okay, where do I begin...
Have you heard the news lately? I'm sure you all are already knew about this heartbreaking news. Well, how do you feel when you wake up in the morning, not knowing everything, and then all of a sudden one of your friends tell you that your idol has gone... It sucks, isn't it? All of the reality seems so unreal, it feels just like a nightmare you had the night before. I'm a huge fans of Glee ya know, Gleeks, and when the season 5 begin and then I realize this boy that I adores so much is nowhere to be found. My heart probably will shatter into tiny pieces when I realize this boy was gone :'( I know Glee wouldn't be the same without you my dearest Finn Hudson. Rest in peace, will ya? :') miss you already
Friday, May 24, 2013
Mario Teguh - Cerita Cinta
Dalam lembaran penuh warna kehidupan angan yang terpendam kan terwujud
Cita-cita yang tinggi kan tergapai dengan usaha serta keriangan dan kesungguhan
Itulah arti dari mencintai diri sendiri
Jika kita mencintai seseorang, kita akan senantiasa mendoakannya
Walaupun dia tidak berada di sisi kita
Tuhan memberikan kita dua buah kaki untuk berjalan
Dua tangan untuk memegang
Dua telinga untuk mendengar
Dan dua mata untuk melihat
Tetapi mengapa Tuhan hanya menganugerahkan sekeping hati kepada kita?
Karen Tuhan telah memberikan sekeping hati lagi kepada seseorang untuk kita mencarinya
Itulah cinta
Jangan sesekali mengucapkan selamat tinggal jika kita masih mau mencoba
Jangan sesekali menyerah jika kita masih merasa sanggup
Jangan sesekali mengatakan kita tidak mencintainya lagi jika kita masih tidak dapat melupakan
Cinta datang kepada orang yang masih mempunyai harapan
Walaupun mereka telah dikecewakan
Kepada mereka yang masih percaya
Walaupun mereka telah dikhianati
Kepada mereka yang masih ingin mencintai
Walaupun mereka telah disakiti sebelumnya
Dan kepada mereka yang mempunyai keberanian dan keyakinan untuk membangun kembali kepercayaan
Jangan sampai kita menyimpan kata-kata cinta kepada orang yang tersayang
Hingga dia meninggal dunia dan akhirnya kita terpaksa mencatat kata-kata cinta itu pada pusara
Sebaiknya ucapkanlah kata-kata cinta yang tersimpan di benak kita sekarang selagi ada hayatnya
Mungkin Tuhan menginginkan kita bertemu dan bercinta dengan orang yang salah
Sebelum bertemu dengan orang yang tepat
Kita harus mengerti bagaimana berterima kasih atas karunia tersebut
Cinta dapat mengubah pahit menjadi manis
Debu menjadi emas
Keruh menjadi bening
Sakit menjadi sembuh
Penjara menjadi telaga
Derita menjadi nikmat
Dan kemarahan menjadi rahmat
Sungguh menyakitkan mencintai seseorang yang tidak mencintai kita
Tetapi lebih menyakitkan adalah mencintai seseorang
Dan kita tidak pernah memiliki keberanian untuk menyatakan cinta itu kepadanya
Seandainya kita ingin mencintai atau memiliki hati seseorang
Ibaratkanlah seperti menyunting sekuntum mawar merah
Kadang kala kita mencium harum mawar tersebut
Tetapi adakalanya kita merasakan disaat duri mawar itu menusuk jari
Hal yang menyedihkan dalam hidup
Adalah ketika kita bertemu seseorang yang sangat berarti bagi kita
Hanya untuk menemukan bahwa pada akhirnya menjadi tidak berarti
Dan kita harus membiarkannya pergi
Kadangkala kita tidak menghargai orang yang mencintai kita sepenuh hati, sehingga kita kehilangannya
Pada saat itu tiada guna penyesalan karena perginya tanpa berkata lagi
Cintailah seseorang itu atas dasar siapa dia sekarang
Dan bukan siapa dia sebelumnya
Kisah silam tidak perlu diungkit lagi
Sekiranya kita benar-benar mencintainya setulus hati
Hati-hati dengan cinta
Karena cinta juga dapat membuat orang sehat menjadi sakit
Orang gemuk menjadi kurus
Oang normal menjadi gila
Orang kaya menjad miskin
Raja menjadi budak
Jika cintanya itu disambut oleh para pecinta palsu
Kemungkinan apa yang kita sayangi atau cintai
Tersimpan keburukan di dalamnya
Dan kemungkinan apa yang kita benci
Tersimpan kebaikan di dalamnya
Cinta kepada harta artinya bakhil
Cinta kepada perempuan artinya alam
Cinta kepada diri sendiri artinya bijaksana
Cinta kepada mati artinya hidup
Dan cinta kepada Tuhan artinya takwa
Lemparkanlah seseorang yang bahagia dalam bercinta ke dalam laut
Pasti ia akan membawa seekor ikan
Lemparkanlah pula seorang yang gagal dalam bercinta ke dalam segudang roti
Pasti ia akan mati kelaparan
Seandainya kita dapat berbicara dalam semua bahasa manusia dan alam
Tetapi tidak mempunyai perasaan cinta dan kasih
Dirimu tak ubah seperti gong yang bergaung atau sekedar cangkang yang bergemerincing
Cinta adalah keabadian dan kenangan adalah hal yang terindah dalam cinta yang pernah dimiliki
Siapapun pandai menghayati cinta
Tapi tak seorangpun pandai menilai cinta
Karena cinta bukanlah sesuatu objek yang bisa dilihat oleh kasat mata
Sebaliknya cinta hanya dapat dirasakan melalui hati dan perasaan
Cinta mampu melunakkan besi
Menghancurkan batu
Membangkitkan yang mati dan meniupkan kehidupan kepadanya
Serta membuat budak menjadi pemimpin
Itulah dasarnya cinta
Cinta sebenarnya adalah membiarkan orang yang kita cintai menjadi dirinya sendiri
Dan tidak merubahnya seperti gambaran yang kita inginkan
Jika tidak, kita hanya mencintai pantulan diri kita sendiri yang kita temukan dari dalam dirinya
Kita tidak akan pernah tahu bila kita akan jatuh cinta
Namun apabila sampai saatnya itu raihlah dengan kedua tanganmu
Dan jangan biarkan dia pergi dengan sejuta rasa tanda tanya di hatinya
Cinta bukanlah kata yang murah dan lumrah
Tetapi cinta adalah anugerah Tuhan yang indah dan suci jika manusia dapat melihat dan menilai kesucian
Bercinta memang mudah
Untuk dicintai juga memang mudah
Tapi untuk dicintai oleh orang yang kita cintai itulah yang sukar diperoleh
Jika saja kehadiran cinta sekadar untuk mengecewakan
Lebih baik cinta itu tak pernah hadir
Karena cinta sesuatu yang membawa keindahan dan kebahagiaan di dalamnya
Cinta itu seperti kupu-kupu, tambah dikejar tambah lari
Tapi kalau dibiarkan terbang, dia akan datang disaat kita tidak mengharapkan
Cinta dapat membuatmu bahagia
Tapi sering juga bikin sedih
Tapi cinta baru berharga kalau diberikan kepada seseorang yang menghargainya
Jadi janganlah terburu-buru dan pilih yang terbaik
Cinta bukan bagaimana menjadi pasangan yang sempurna bagi seseorang
Tapi bagaimana menemukan seseorang yang dapar membantu menjadi dirimu sendiri
Jangan pernah bilang "I love you" kalau kita tidak pernah peduli
Jangan pernah membicarakan perasaan yang tidak pernah ada
Jangan pernah menyentuh hidup seseorang kalau hal itu untuk menghancurkan hatinya
Jangan pernah menatap matanya kalau semua yang dilakukan kita hanya untuk berbohong
Hal paling kejam yang seseorang lakukan kepada orang lain
Adalah membiarkannya jatuh cinta
Sementara kita tidak meneriab untuk menangkapnya
Cinta bukanlah "ini salah kamu" tapi "maafkan aku"
Bukan "kamu dimana sih" tapi "aku disini"
Bukan "gimana sih kamu" tapi "aku ngerti kok"
Bukan "coba kamu nggak kaya gini" tapi "aku cinta kamu seperti kamu apa adanya"
Kompatibilitas yang paling benar bukan diukur berdasarkan berapa lama kita sudah bersama
Maupun berapa sering kita bersama
Tapi apakah selama kita bersama kita selalu saling mengisi satu sama lain
Dan saling membuat hidup yang berkualitas
Kesedihan dan kerinduan hanya terasa selama yang kita inginkan
Dan menyayat sedalam yang kita izinkan
Yang berat bukan bagaimana cara mengurangi kesedihan dan kerinduan itu
Tapi bagaimana cara belajar darinya
Cara jatuh cinta
Jatuh tapi jangan terhuyung-huyung
Konsisten tapi jangan memaksa
Berbagi dan jangan bersikap tidak adil
Mengerti dan cobalah untuk tidak banyak menuntut
Sedih tapi jangan pernah simpan kesedihan itu
Memang sakit melihat orang yang kita cintai sedang berbahagia dengan orang lain
Tapi lebih sakit lagi kalau orang yang kita cintai itu tidak berbahagia bersama kita
Cinta akan menyakitkan ketika kita berpisah dengan seseorang
Lebih menyakitkan apabila kita dilupakan oleh kekasih
Tapi cinta akan lebih menyakitkan lagi apabila seseorang yang kita sayangi tidak tahu apa yang sesungguhnya kita rasakan
Yang paling menyedihkan dalam hidup ini adalah menemukan seseorang dan jatuh cinta
Hanya untuk menemukan bahwa dia bukan untuk kita
Dan kita sudah menghabiskan waktu yang banyak untuk orang yang tidak pernah menghargainya
Kalau dia berkata "tidak"
Maka ia tidak akan pernah berkata "ya" setahun lagi ataupun 10 tahun lagi
Biarkan dia pergi
Cinta adalah semangat
Cinta adalah kepercayaan
Cinta adalah energi yang tidak bisa dimusnahkan
Ia hanya bisa berubah bentuk
Cinta memang tak harus memiliki
Karena mencintai berarti memberi tak pernah meminta
Invisible
Light up when you smile
She'll never notice how you stop and stare
Whenever she walks by
And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her
But you are everything to me
I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me
If you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible
There's a fire inside of you
That can't help but shine through
She's never gonna see the light
No matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be
I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me
If you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible
Like shadows in a faded light
Oh, we're invisible
I just wanna open your eyes
And make you realize
I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
Baby, let me love you, let me want you
You just see right through me
But if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible
She can't see the way your eyes
Light up when you smile
Friday, May 17, 2013
UNTITLED
So, I've had my final test, yes, The National Examination. First, I didn't prepare really well. Like what? you know when we will have our NE, we will buy books full of question collection from different subjects that will come out in the NE. But yes, I didn't buy that books. Well not means that I don't have any books like that, but most of my friends bought it. But luckily I still have the books from my course and have a bunch of photocopied question from the teachers. The exam's done pretty well and I hope the result is good enough. Finger-crossed for that.
And the other news is......................... I enrolled myself to SMANSA 'acceleration class'. Well well it's not bad. We've had to do some tests before. And I swear the physics and math one are the hardest. EVER. I don't care what're you saying but that is the hardest. Hhhhh... I hope I can get in. Finger-crossed to this too.
And well yeah, Holidaay of course. Long long holidayy.. be jelly, hah ;) Not saying I hate holiday, but I hate how it's going without knowing what would you do. It's like you're just staying at home watching movies, open your twitter, eat, sleep, wake up, open your twitter again and that's how my daily routine lately. Of course I'm bored, cause it's like nothing to do here. Ugh just ugh. Someone. Please. Take. Me To. Anywhere. Except. Home.
But it's ok, I'm ok with it. Now I wanna watch many movies as I want. And I promise I will blog more things again. Cause my blog abandoned during my NE. And hey, I found many cool songs and I'm not alone now. Yayyy!!!!!
Well, this is it. The end of this post, well I don't want to end it so I will use semi colon than period. K, bye; :D
Your Song
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
Don't have much money, but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live
If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show
I know it's not much, but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you
And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple, but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world
I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses, well they've got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on
So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is, what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen
And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple, but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world
Wednesday, March 27, 2013
The A Team
But lately, I got some tasks to do with my friends and I still can't tell you that.
Sooo... We're talking about Ed Sheeran now!!! Don't know much about him, but I can share some with you.
He is one of Taylor's friends (Taylor again). And he's now going on The RED Tour which has started on March 13, 2013 and end on September 21, 2013. WOW. And The A Team is one of his songs. And I love that song as much as I love all of Taylor's songs. That means I love that song very much!!
And I'd like to share you the music video
And the lyrics, yeah, the lyrics. I almost forget it.
White lips, pale face
Breathing in snowflakes
Burnt lungs, sour taste
Light's gone, day's end
Struggling to pay rent
Long nights, strange men
And they say
She's in the Class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since eighteen
But lately her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries
And they scream
The worst things in life come free to us
Cause we're just under the upperhand
And go mad for a couple grams
And she don't wanna go outside tonight
And in a pipe she flies to the Motherland
Or sells love to another man
It's too cold outside
For angels to fly
Angels to fly
Ripped gloves, raincoat
Tried to swim and stay afloat
Dry house, wet clothes
Loose change, bank notes
Weary-eyed, dry throat
Call girl, no phone
And they say
She's in the Class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since eighteen
But lately her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries
And they scream
The worst things in life come free to us
Cause we're just under the upperhand
And go mad for a couple grams
And she don't wanna go outside tonight
And in a pipe she flies to the Motherland
Or sells love to another man
It's too cold outside
For angels to fly
An angel will die
Covered in white
Closed eye
And hoping for a better life
This time, we'll fade out tonight
Straight down the line
And they say
She's in the Class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since eighteen
But lately her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries
And they scream
The worst things in life come free to us
And we're all under the upperhand
Go mad for a couple grams
And we don't wanna go outside tonight
And in a pipe we fly to the Motherland
Or sell love to another man
It's too cold outside
For angels to fly
Angels to fly
To fly, fly
For angels to fly, to fly, to fly
Or angels to die
Well, see ya at the next post. xoxo
Monday, March 25, 2013
Sherly's Birthday Party!!
Btw, being a nine-grader is such an energy-emotion drained, like, you know what I'm talking about right?. Full of homeworks, duty, tasks, and the last but not least is EXAM. Uhh, I'm sick of being into that feeling when you feel really really bored because of studying, studying, and many more studying. Until, one day my body can't hold it anymore. I got sick for a week!!! CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT!!! Fever, flu, cough, all three in one. It's like a super-thrift package. BAM.
All I want is just one day (or maybe one week) full for refreshing. No Homework. No Task. No Exam. Just that. SOOOOO.... this day I get some go-home-early moment from my school and I decided to upload something, reblogging about something, and of course-ly updating my "obsolete" blog.
So, on March 15th, 2013. YEAAAYY!!!. A friend of mine had a birthday partaayy!!! Her name is Sherlinta Immanuella Kaban or we called her Sherly. She had her 15th Birthday (if I'm not wrong) Celebration on Waroeng Mbok Marni. And after party, we had some fun video making of "Harlem Shake". Check this one out!!




























