Untuk gadis bermuka manis
Yang menyimpan segenggam kisah pahit dan tangis
Di antara hujatan dunia yang bengis
Percayalah pada rentetan syair yang dengan cinta ditulis

Dunia mungkin tak seindah sastra
Tak sedamai maya
Dunia mungkin memberi banyak luka
dan sandiwara yang tak pernah sempurna

Tapi, Nak
Selalu ada alasan mengapa kita jatuh dan kalah
Selalu ada alasan mengapa hati harus menyerah
Karena pilihan yang dunia berikan tak pernah salah

Kamu tak perlu ragu
Ataupun merunduk malu
Kamu hanya perlu tau

Bahwa kamu lebih dari pantas untuk bertahan dan dipertahankan
Bahwa kamu lebih dari pantas untuk berjuang dan diperjuangkan
Karena baik kamu sadar atau abaikan...

Dunia membutuhkanmu lebih dari yang kau fikirkan

-KLA-


Surakarta, 7 September 2015

Wishful Thinking

Does it ever occur to you when you look at someone
Sit there and drown in their own way of thinking
Probably contemplating about life and such
When you look in their eyes, you could see the light seems so dim
And you wish, in that exact time, that you could fix that and replace it with something else
Promising them that everything will be alright
Because you know, and really hope you're right about one thing
That tomorrow's promises remain to be more beautiful
Than yesterday's shadows

Took me long enough

Isn't it silly how I found myself re-reading my blog posts again? I don't think that I was that person who wrote it all. Yes, back then I really love reading and writing -not that it had stopped-. I even wrote a story on wattpad and found myself amused of my writing, but sadly I didn't continue the story. Not even publishing it. I just keep that little things about writing and stuff to myself. I am surprised, really.

After debating long enough, I decided to write again. If I have time too, of course. And maybe share some of it in here just like what I have done a couple of minutes ago.

Writing and reading help me so much to keep myself up. These two things help me pouring all my emotions out into some sentences. I can't help that my writing isn't that good, but you'll see a part of me through it and I think that is a good thing. To know more about me (I'm referring this sentence to myself).

Unfortunately, and as far as I know, I'm not the person who is good at showing emotions through actions, talks, and gestures. I hardly move when everyone is busy running. And I don't easily say what is going on in my mind. I simply just keep it all to myself until I'm full of it and reluctantly start asking someone for help. But writing; it saves me from drowning in the deep of my mind and helps me find the surface again.

And when I already wrote it, trust me I meant it and I sincerely meant it since I couldnot find my voice to utter the words.

no regret

Do you still remember
When everything started
It seems like
The best that we ever had

Do you still remember
All the sleepless nights we had
Thinking tomorrow is just another good day

Do you still remember
The goodnights and goodmornings
Slowly gave an effect to us
Thinking that this
Was the right thing to do

But what I remember
The most was
When it all
ended

And it feels so good

When I try to remember it all again
As I say to myself
You have made the right decision

New Beginning

Hello folks! It's been a long time since I checked my own blog.
Today I finally finished my studies at my high school, and today too, I graduated! Well, a part of me still couldn't believe it has been three years since I studied there. A part of me too, kinda bit sad to leave such a beautiful memories in my high school years. They say that high school is where the beautiful memories exists and you surely want to go back in time to enjoy those memories. I must say that I agreed to this statement, but I don't wanna go back again ㅋㅋㅋ let bygones be bygones, people!
Some may happy, some may sad. Me? I'm absolutely happy. Not because I will leave those school, but because I have created some memories with my friends. And those memories.... could bring you somewhere in the future. Trust me.
Many says we, high schoolers, still a bit immature about how we think and act. You may fall, crumble, and cry now, you may say bad things, you may act careless, and you may not be the person you wanted to be right now. But remember what other says, it could give you power and like Kelly Clarkson says, "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger". I know, in the end, we can be the people who we wanted to be, we could be the one who makes a great change in the future, and we could be someone that could inspire people out there. And don't forget to put your faith ahead of you.
And now is the time to make some changes. Start from ourselves.

When you feel like giving up, look back at how far you've come. Be strong. Stay on your path. And never stop going ☺